My resolve!!!

Well as I look at my blog...or rather the lack of anything in it:-) ,Im not amused, so now I've made a resolve to be blogging everyday...hold up.isnt that what I said in the other post?
Yes actually i did,but this time im for real.Its for my own sake and not anyone else.
So yah, ama do this thing the right way.

Right now,im feeling kind of sad,actually preety low...coz someone just called me a fantasy gal...a freakin "fantasy girl"....was he right...i dont know...so why am i feeling hurt by that comment..i guess to some level he is right. Mark my words SOME LEVEL.
Im the kind of girl,who knows what she wants,but going for that thing/things is usually the tricky part for me...is it that im shy?..lazy?...or just plain coward mixed with inferiority??
I guess i can be the only one to answer that part.But i wish that someone could answer that for me...give it to me as it is, and then do what?? Move from there.but u see...i already know the answer to that its just that i wont admit it to myself.A SAD revelation indeed.:-(
Anyway this is also my second resolve,to go after what i want with confidence and surety and ohh...how could i forget to say this ...doing something without already seeing the end of it.

*slight digression*
(My BIGGEST problem is seeing the end or rather the destruction of something,before it has even started e.g. at work, me getting a big assigment, i already see myself failing it before even attempting it.
Again I ask, Is this a feeling of inferiority???)

If I can be able to overcome the above, then I guess im on the way to a better me!!!